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25.2.15

arrow is back!

hello wednesday!
i am not quite sure who i have been spending all my time with for the past week, but i am beyond happy to report that, that little sad imposter baby is gone. after a full week of miss arrow feeling out of sorts, she is back to her happy, exuberant self (&currently running around in princess PJs with bunny ears on her head.) thank you everyone for the wonderful words of encouragement! no lovey is safe, no sip cup will be un-sipped & no snack will be left un-snacked.
arrow. is. back.

24.2.15

what we've been upto...

waking up. bath time. playing. bundling. crafting. being a nudist. having a beard. holding hands. snoozing. kissing. ice cream coning. valentines day selfie-ing. jumping on the bed. riding double. more jumping on the bed. dancing to sam smith. cheesing. & finally, refusing to give up the passy for a cute pic... make sense?

ill just show you then.


20.2.15

sick days // hard times.

 this post has been swirling around my mind for about 5 days now, but time to sit down and write has been scarce, arrow is sick. was sick. is still sick? I'm just not sure. 

let me start off by saying that being a parent is hard, inexplicably wonderful, but hard. the late nights, the fit throwing, the constant care, i can handle. there is nothing an ice cream cone, a quick time out  or a nap can't fix. however, the fevers, viruses, ear infections + tummy aches, i don't handle as well. i mean, i do, but i really hate it. arrow is normally so jubilant, happy + energetic, so seeing her with upwards of 102degree fever & lethargic, is in so many ways, just wrong. to be completely honest, it exhausts my head & heart, trying so hard to trade places with her & tell her its okay. my whole life has been put on pause this week just so i can't sit and watch her be sick. my pediatrician (who has quickly moved up my speed dial list) probably thinks after my daily check-ins, that i am a crazy person; but these are among the hardest days i have come across in my short 16andahalf months of being a mama & I'm in need of some serious reinforcements. these are the days filled with problems I can’t fix. all I can do is be near & i can tell you from my current situation, being snuggled up tight against my side seems to give her some temporary comfort, but it can't stop the next wave of nausea.. so add us into your prayers tonight! I've been trying to strike a deal with God all week, but i don't think thats the way it works :)

+ to all you parents out there with sick babies of your own, hang in there. its tough, but sooner or later, our little babes will be begging to go to the swingset & testing our patience, in the best way, again.


happy friday everyone! enjoy your weekend, wash your hands & double up on your emergen-c!

17.2.15

we go together like...

 peanut butter + jelly. donuts and coffee. pizza & ranch. 
cupcakes & sprinkles. champagne & strawberries. country music & summertime.
milk + cookies. polka dots + stripes. 


coffee & cream. ocean & shore. left & right.
sweet girl, there isn't a thing in this world i wouldn't do for you. i love being your mama more and more with each passing second. lets explore + make messes together & always be this way. 

5.2.15

love letters.

confessing my love, one blurb at a time & in no particular order.

dear colorado, I'm so glad we are together. when i went to hawaii, i questioned our relationship, hawaii was just so warm and inviting. however, when i stepped off of the plane at DIA & got that first face full of fresh freezing air (say that 5 times fast) i knew i was home. thanks for taking me back.

dear studio west. you keep me sane, day after day, week after week, season after season. we should stay together forever, yeah?

iggy azalea. stop. just stop. rita ora, you too.

dear husband, lets go on a date soon. maybe a movie? i would like to see blackhat & no, its not because chris hemsworth is in it. i only have eyes for you.

dear castle re-runs, thanks for making the mountains of laundry that form in my home overnight, bearable. 

dear february. welcome! you are the month of love, frills, romance + you are one of my very favorites!

dear march, I'm super excited for you too.

hillary, chris, abel guy + lucy girl. thanks for taking me in like stray kitten and keeping me company while grant is out of town. you guys are seriously THE best.

dear arrow's ponytail, i have been waiting so long for you to show up & when you finally did.. heart = puddle.

& lastly, oh sweet child of mine (you know you sang it) -- please stop throwing yourself off of the couch, bed, massage chair, etc. it frightens your parents & hurts you. i can't find the 'win' here...? both feet on the floor is so much safer. oh, & i will give you a cookie at the end of every day you don't try to fly. i know, i know, parenting at its finest :)

happy wednesday!




2.2.15

nostalgia + a record.




it was the summer of 2012, i was headed to my parents house early to meet my sister taylor for our morning run. i walked in to find my dad sitting at the kitchen table listening to some sinead o'connor performance that he found off of youtube. after our regular morning niceties, i asked him if he would like me to buy the album on iTunes for him, so he wouldn't have to watch youtube videos to get his sinead fix. i could even put it on his phone for him so he could have it whenever and wherever he wanted... blah blah blah, i was really trying to sell it. he said no. he said he would in fact like the CD, but a hard copy. not from iTunes, but the original. he went on to explain to me that our generation doesn't appreciate the tangible anymore. we don't really even take the time to appreciate the time and effort it goes into making an album; the cover design, the lyrics, the album art. he was right, i mean honestly, i probably have 10plus 'digital booklets' in my iTunes library. haven't looked at a single one. 
he told me that when he was younger it was so exciting for a new record to come out & that he thought music was almost too accessible to us now. we click, we buy, we listen, we move on. he said with record players, putting that needle on made you feel like you were part of it. & even with CDs, you had to be there to push play.

now, for those of you that knew my dad, you know he was a talker once he got started on something & i had gotten him started! we talked and talked about the transition between vinyls, cassettes, CDs and now digital. how music has changed over time & how he wished he could find & sort all of his music collection, which was then collecting dust in the garage. I'm not sure if he ever made the time to get it done or if it's still dusty in an old red organizer in our storage unit.

it wasn't a conversation that was life changing. interesting yes, educational even. it wasn't until just the other day that i even remembered having it. shopping online at urban outfitters, i clicked on the tab that said music, out of curiosity & there it was. a record player. id been wanting one, but hadn't yet committed to the idea of starting a music collection from scratch when my iPhone is already full to the brim with onedollar&twentynine cent tunes. but i clicked buy.

 a crosley. modernized, with a USB option, auxiliary option & more. husband helped me set her up, figure out the needle placement & correct speed setting. first up, death cab for cutie's 'plans' album - my favorite. seeing that record spin around and around and around brought me back once more to that summer conversation & reminded me of a time when conversations with my dad were just a short drive or a phone call away; but when the music is flowing from the speaker on this silly machine, its like he right here again. congratulating me on my venture into this whole new world & crossing his fingers that dan fogelberg is next :)